I really dont know what to do. I know its my decision im just looking for some advice I guess.
I want to stop breastfeeding because its to time consuming and hurts and when I return to work there will be no privacy to pump. so eventually ill have to stop anyway.
but today my 3 week old baby was having a hard time falling asleep and she was looking for my breast and I put her on and she calmed down and started smiling and fell asleep. made me so happy. so hard to decide if I keep going or stop :-(