it's seriously 5:30 am. Xayden has kept me up all night by rolling all around. if he hasn't been…

it's seriously 5:30 am. Xayden has kept me up all night by rolling all around. if he hasn't been rolling I've been getting up to pee. I laid down at 11. managed to somewhere along the line fall "asleep" at 4:30. then Sebastian had to get up and get ready for work and as always is nosey while doing so.

it doesn't help I have a Dr's appt at 11:15. so I'll have to get up at 9:00. be ready by 9:45. and leave the house by 10, Just to make it to this damn appointment by 11 with the 15 minutes to spare bc it takes an hour to get into town and a little more for where my ob office is located 😧😢

just why, son.