I really wish I could go back to when I was in the hospital and about to have my son and apologize to all the nurses I was so mean too and to thank the nurse I had for 3 days in a row there.. she had confidence in me, at least 10 hours after I had my Cesarean she made me get up and walk to the bathroom and go do my business and encouraged me to shower and walk around the halls in L&D. I feel so bad getting mad at all these nurses and would like to go back and thank each one, even the doctors who were in the OR about to perform my Cesarean .. they held my hands and literally calmed me down because I was in soo much pain and wouldn't cooperate with them when they were trying to put a catheter in. I'm grateful to have such good nurses through out my process of labor. feel terrible though.