So stressed out lately that after talking to my mom and him coming home all I've been doing is crying. I swear they dont think I stress because Im not working or doing much of anything but I do. And then he acts like Im like this 24/7 and just says I dont want to have to deal with this. Like WTF like really yeah because I do this shit all the time and your making me feel so much better. Like I swear everyone thinks carrying a baby is so stress free and lovely and just be happy like no. I didnt plan on having a baby with my boyfriend of 3 and a half month then. Like no I didnt plan on moving out at 19 and having a child. It just happened and for being 20 for a few months and having to deal with all of this and so much more on top of it I think I deserve to break down from time to time because its not easy or ideal.
I know this sounds sooo fkedup but sometimes i wanna get into a bad accident so my husband sees exactly all the things i do ... and how wrong he is by saying i don’t do enough ( not in those words but the jist of it ) anyway .... i think this all the time . Maybe then he will think differently .
68 more days to go
How much longer do you mamas have and time sure does feel like it's standing still.
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
So I'm thinking of baby girl names , because I pray that baby number two is a girl 👑
My son's name is Eli & I would like for her to have an "E" name like my son.
So far I have three I like
Elle
Eva
Eliza
Short, simple and unique 😍 Any more you ladies can think of besides Elizabeth lol ?
Things will work out! 😘Take it easy