So stressed out lately that after talking to my mom and him coming home all I've been doing is crying. I swear they dont think I stress because Im not working or doing much of anything but I do. And then he acts like Im like this 24/7 and just says I dont want to have to deal with this. Like WTF like really yeah because I do this shit all the time and your making me feel so much better. Like I swear everyone thinks carrying a baby is so stress free and lovely and just be happy like no. I didnt plan on having a baby with my boyfriend of 3 and a half month then. Like no I didnt plan on moving out at 19 and having a child. It just happened and for being 20 for a few months and having to deal with all of this and so much more on top of it I think I deserve to break down from time to time because its not easy or ideal.