So stressed out lately that after talking to my mom and him coming home all I've been doing is…

So stressed out lately that after talking to my mom and him coming home all I've been doing is crying. I swear they dont think I stress because Im not working or doing much of anything but I do. And then he acts like Im like this 24/7 and just says I dont want to have to deal with this. Like WTF like really yeah because I do this shit all the time and your making me feel so much better. Like I swear everyone thinks carrying a baby is so stress free and lovely and just be happy like no. I didnt plan on having a baby with my boyfriend of 3 and a half month then. Like no I didnt plan on moving out at 19 and having a child. It just happened and for being 20 for a few months and having to deal with all of this and so much more on top of it I think I deserve to break down from time to time because its not easy or ideal.