Still haven't gotten over the fact I found out I was pregnant and miscarried in the same day. 2…

Still haven't gotten over the fact I found out I was pregnant and miscarried in the same day. 2 years ago to be exact. The pain doesn't leave and after 1 year & 1/2 my Fiancé and I have been TTC. I must admit He has been more positive and hopeful than I've been. I'm not too much of a regular or irregular type, my body has a mind of its own if you know what I mean. In 2015 I thought I was pregnant twice within the year because I didn't get my period for 3 or 4 months. It sucks when this is your hearts desire and somehow someway it doesn't seem to be "my time" or "not meant to be" .... If you have any advice please feel free to either comment or message me directly. Thank you so much in advance for reading my story.