Four years ago yesterday a good friend and old high school classmate rite along with her bestfriend was kidnapped and found a month later dead in a shallow grave. Every year I thank God for changing my mind of going out with them. But ask why he didn't change their mind of staying in and having drinks with me. I miss Bree and Ash. Now I know why I was so emotional yesterday cause if I would've went out with them like planned I wouldn't be here either. Always follow your gut feeling it never lies.
Oh my god is good. I'm praying for you, that is terrible.
I find it pretty hilarious how people who have shown their true colors on social media snake away, delete the posts that outed them and come back on social media like nothing happened. Why do that, you outed yourself, so stay out. We still see you boo boo...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
Opinions (I know you love to give them, so don't be shy)
I have mentioned previously that we are moving the end of this month. Our lease is up and cannot be extended. We had put a security deposit on a house to rent for a year while rebuilding our savings to purchase a house next year, but found out yesterday that the landlord has "changed his mind" and rented the house to someone else. So now, 10 days before the end of the month, we have nowhere to live.




I would like to hear your thoughts everyone.
I'm here just thinking about all my blessings and how far I've come from leaving him with only $300 and a bag of documents my 2 kids some clothes and God! I know years pass but my mind goes back to that moment as if it was yesterday where I felt helpless and alone 3 years ago. But the messeges was yesterday.
I just seen the article online sorry to hear this. God was watching over you. and now your friends are 2. may they rest in peace.