this is gonna be tmi but IDC... sooooo there are days where I'm not in the mood but my fiancé is and so I found out he was watching porn... well decided let him record us and bam problem solved hahahahaha :) I feel happy about it.... don't judge me lol
I want to record us. it's just not the first thing I think of doing when we get into sex lol. I Don't plan and set crap up haha good job :)
omg I've done that too .. I'm all damn I'm sucky or I look fat I'm always looking at it in a non sexual way but hey if it gets him to stop looking at porn I'm happy lol I'd rather him get his jollys off watching me lol
Good for you :) I've done it many times I can never watch it though because I sit there and critic my work haha
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I could never do that. My husband and I have an agreement that when we both get back into shape we would make one for those night one of us might not be in the mood but for now we stick to bjs and very small amout of open to help get started.