So I just spoke to a couple of my friends on the phone today and they both asked me am I depressed because I don't pick…
So I just spoke to a couple of my friends on the phone today and they both asked me am I depressed because I don't pick up the phone or be on fb talking to ppl like I use to be before I got pregnant. I told them no I'm just tired and my body is drained since I entered my third trimester hasn't been the best trimester plus I'm not just capable of going out or I remember they could call me anytime of the night and talk to me and now I feel asleep on the phone while talking to them I don't mean to I just am carrying a baby that takes a lot of energy out of me during day but I told them I still am here for them just not like I was and it makes me a proud person to say that my friends say to me that they look up to me and they are afraid of loosing me but I told them thank u and u will never loose me but I'm about to be a single mommy in a couple months and yes I was honest sometimes they are going to have to fight there own battles and take there own advice and use it because I'm going to running around doing what new mommies do when my lil princess is born but I'm glad they care and I will always love my friends!😘 I do find myself becoming and thinking like a mommy now I don't even argue anymore I just walk away and I'm starting to get things together and i am nesting more and more and I do sometimes get irritated because I'm so uncomfortable during this third trimester and the Braxton hicks are not fun to have so I don't like to talk to ppl while I'm in pain because I'm not going to lie I hate pain frfr lol its not my thing at all but it's all apart of her getting prepared to come into the world soon and I'm not mad at her because I'm thinking like a mommy not as a general person anymore because my main goal is to give her the world but bring a healthy baby into this world where she is safe and sound and then continue with working in the field but I'm coming closer to my house start back working in my field when she is 6wks old and I'm cutting down my hours of work only doing part time and then I will move up back full time when she's a little older so no big thing because a mother has to do what a mother has to do for her child!🤗😍😊😘🎀👶🏾💖