try to see if you can get a transfer, don't let fear paralyze you . the 1st step is the hardest but when you look back . you going to be like really?! we have done that to many times before . I believe in you , don't fall into depression and don't think is your fault.

Thank you @sophiasmommy2016 That's what I want to do. @myramercado but I have things to take care of here first. And 2 jobs to give notice to. And I feel too paralyzed to move from my bed. I need help right now

move with your family as much as you might no want to but better be in a place where you are welcome and not somewhere that you're not. you don't want to suffer.

That heartbreak u feel will be over when u see ur baby

@myramercado, sadly all my family and friends are in another state. He's all I have out here. I am literally alone. I don't know what to do.

hunny you will get thru this . you are a strong brave women and have plp around you that are willing to support you . I know it sucks and it hurts like hell but don't let your crown fall stand tall and stand strong. your baby needs mommy.

@3xmeislove, thank you. I guess true colors show the best when things get tough.

@sophiasmommy2016, thank you. I just don't have it in me to function. I thought I knew heartbreak.. I was wrong.

you can get through it momma , he'll realize that was a stupid move on his part that's not the way a real man acts.

Hang in there mama its his loss anyways not urs or the baby