its crazy how men think about sex 24/7... I lost interest after having my baby and am afraid I won't be into it like I use to.. and I use to be really freaky lol. I loved dressing up in lingerie and roll playing and just alot of kinky stuff. but now I don't feel like doing anything. my husband comes home from work and all he wants is that! it's annoying. ..

it annoys me how we can be watching t.v and he's the one that notices when an actress has skittles or when her boobs are about to pop out or how her butt is bigger than her body proportion. like watch the damn movie and stop pointing out girls body parts. does he even watch the movie or just look at the hot girls body...I'm not jealous it just pisses me off how he sees women as sexual objects.

I text him just now how he should take me on a date to one of those places in NYC where u paint and drink wine at the same time or to a pottery studio, something "gay and cute like that, that can be fun" and he texts back "something gay and fun would be you another girl and me" like wtf. why does he have to kill a moment with saying some stupid shit like that.. ugh I swear I wish there were some serious moments with him and I some deep conversations maybe something that doesn't have to do with sex for once. but every man I've known is the same way.

but when it comes to breastfeeding my daughter outside he gets mad and tells me it's nasty and to do it in the bathroom of any place but not where guys can see me. (only when we are outside) it's not like I will pop out my boob and feed her I can use a blanket but he doesn't even like that ... ugh sorry girls... rant over

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