@makayla92, @ash2016 things have never got better...I have multiple mental breakdowns in one month...I tried to get help but this state could careless and I'm used to playing restart with my family..I'm so used to being alone when I go out I want to be back home alone ...while most people have other people to talk to I only have me and my husband...him and my son are all I have...no one and I'm used to that but every doctor i go to or form I fill out ask for contacts I don't have and ask for a number to contact me..I don't have that or a real address...that's the just of it..I'm not depressed I'm just glad I have my husband bit I'm sick of feeling harassed by every form or doctor...

I'm sorry sweetie, I can't say that I know how it feels to have BPD but what you are feeling about the things you've been seeing, reading I can relate too. I've been depressed on/off during my pregnancy but I keep telling myself that there is a bright light at the end of the tunnel. I just hope and pray that things can get better for you and your beautiful family. @mrs.n.mr.awesome

no it's not just you.... their are a few of us that are hitting the hard times and I know it suck but it gonna be okay... I have nothing but my boobs for my son an I know the stress. an I know that everything will work out the way it's supposed to. just pray an relax your mind and you'll feel a little better. to be honest I worked over having contractions for two days an it wasn't good. just trying to stay clear of anything that will hit your stress button! I pray for you... it's not the end of the world you got this!

@ash2016, @excitedmom36 @tayek I honestly am sure I feel like this on every site..I have BPD and if you could imagine being keep alone most of four years over all my mental problems and not being able to get help or have anyone to talk to...then when I finally do get out I dread every moment...my life is just this way... the only way i can be

I understand how you feel. I know myself I haven't gotten much yet and I'm much farther along but I have learned not to compare my journey to anyone else's journey. There are some great people on here and there are others who are simply lying, seeking attention, or just trying to make others feel bad. I know I use this app for the support because it's been 14 years since I've been pregnant so it's all new to me. I know God doesn't make mistakes and that a baby is a blessing. Keep your head high and keep praying!

@mrs.n.mr.awesome, I agree with @tayek you never know what a person is really going through. I haven't started shopping yet either and I see all of the posts that you are mentioning but I don't think about it. I'm happy for them (not saying that you aren't happy for them) but I just know at the end of the day God has something great in store for all of us. I've been on a roller coaster in my pregnancy so far and have 12 weeks to go. I feel better when I can come on here and encourage others even when I don't have it all together for myself at times. 😘 Everything is and will be okay!@mrs.n.mr.awesome

Don't compare--someone could be lying, bragging, or simply creating stories for attention. You're making yourself feel inadequate over something that might not even be real! Absorb the support, laugh at the funnies, and bask in this unique sisterhood. If it makes you feel any better, I'm 39 weeks & have scarcely done or chosen anything--just now putting my son's room together. I don't even get to help because I'm in the hospital til he arrives.