Ugh! So angry 😠😤 right now. Hubby has to work until 4 am again and I have a Dr apt in the morning and shopping for my gender reveal party after that. He is gonna be so tired and ill. he has worked 7 straight days of 4pm to 4am. His only day off for the next 8 days will be tomorrow and I am stuck with a grumpy old fart to drag all over town.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Locked my husband out of our bedroom I’m so sick of him staying up till 5 am playin video games online then sleeping till he goes to work while I’m taking care of the kids and house! This is gettin so old and his excuse is he works 10 hrs a day so he deserves to relax... well I work 24/7!!!! I never get a dam break

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

I had to share this picture of Raptor! He is still doing amazing! He has lost a little bit of weight but that's expected! Yesterday was our second time trying to breast feed and he latched and sucked!!! It was so amazing and I am so proud of him!
i’m honestly so upset. today was my boyfriend & i’s anniversary & i thought we would spend the whole day together but he decided to leave to go be with his friends. am i selfish for wanting him the whole day? :/