I'm sorry ladies to vent on here but I feel so guilty 😢😢 I think I have a eating disorder 😓😓 all I do is eat n eat I try n try my best to eat right but I eat w my eyes I have to have it I just wanna throw everything up that I just ate . I hate myself at the moment I am an emotional reck physical and mentally ☹️☹️ my relationship has gone down hill in not even happy anymore all he does is put me down. 💔💔