.. I dont want to be a mother anymore. I just want to go home, and forget everything thats happend the last three…

are you okay:(

No. This is all a mistake. I just want to go home and reverse it all..

I understand:/ I've been there it's so hard. Maybe take a vacation or go home like you want to, you need yo be comfortable and happy in your life girl

I need a husband who understands Im going to be upset and doesnt treat me like a personal venting machine/maid/ Someone who laughs and listens to everything he says but gets ignored completely when I need aomething.

All i do everyday is cry and have a melt down. He doesnt care. I dont get a hug and a its okay. I dont get a kiss and a Calm down hunny. I get "Learn to say fuck it and chill out your paranoid"

I wouldnt be a good mom anyway. I can hardly take care of myself. I give up.

you would be a great mom, your husband needs to learn this is new for you, your body is Changing and him telling you to suck it up isn't right

maybe he's just not good for you. but I'm pretty sure you would be a great mom. being a mom is not easy. but your baby needs you more then anyone. I have a 4 year old boy and a set of twin boys on the way. believe me over the years there's been times I felt like I bad mom. but I would never give a day to be without my son. I love him more them myself or life. I give him the world and do anything to make sure he's safe and happy. me and my husband have been together for 8 years. and there has definitely been hard times. sometimes you get so mad at each other you want to leave. but when it comes down to it, their the only ones you want to be with. family is so strong it should be. and it's something you keep working at. all relationships have there ups and downs. nobody's perfect. he's not perfect and your not perfect. maybe it's hard for him to open up. but don't ever wish to not be a mother for someone else. regardless that is your baby. and if you decide you not ready give the baby up for adoption. there are plenty of families who would love to care for the baby.

@daniellethomson this sounds a lot like my husband. men don't get pregnancy and they never will. My husband blames my "mood swings" for my crying but if he wouldn't do the stupid things he does I wouldn't be crying so much. most of the time I think I married the wrong man. I hope he grows up after the baby is born.

Ill try my best to take care of him. I do want my son. I want my first child to stay mine. But if I cannot provide a substantial life, I will have to give him to a family that can.. Itll hurt.. but I cant be selfish just cause I want him. I thought about it this morning and so far I believe I can do it. I hope so.