I fucking hate being fat. I've been skinny my whole life. i m not shallow... I just feel like I'm trapped inside a body that's not mine. I could murder the nurse that shot me with that depo without telling me the number one side effect is excessive weight gain. I work two jobs and come home to a one year old who I have to feed and clean up after... I shouldn't be worried about this shit. I'm too fucking tired. but it's all I think about. my mind is constantly thinking about how people are looking at me, wondering what they're thinking, wondering how fat I look walking down the St. it's ridiculous but I can't help it I'm so depressed. and I could work out, but I'm not gonna stunt I'm fuckin tired after working 9 hour days and I don't get weekends off. I never take a day off. Saturday morning I don't work til 11 but it's still work so the last thing I wanna do is work out when I been missing my baby all day. I hate this.
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girl you are GORGEOUS. truly. you are working your ass off to keep your precious little girl happy and not wanting for anything.
I'm sorry you feel this way 😔 I know it's easier said than done but just make sure you're eating healthy, drink lots of water and green tea! Hopefully eating healthy will make you feel less depressed and you could do little workouts at home here and there? Like I said easier said than done because I can't even bring myself to do those things
i know how you feel, i been skinny my whole life too and after i had my first my body bounced back to before i got pregnant but after my 2nd the weight didnt go anywhere i was at least 115lbs but thats alot to be since i was so used to weighing 95lbs before and after my first but now after my 3rd baby who is now 1years old im stuck between 130 135lbs and working out dieting aint doing much for me right now
same here I didn't go back for my third shot,I look at girls with smaller bodies and get dad and grumpy always thinking about my weight
I think I'm gonna try to make today my last day at work. I'm tired yall 😩
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Obsessive
Does anyone else feel completely consumed by wanting to get pregnant? I feel like it's all I ever think about these days and I'm starting to drive myself crazy?
I work night shift, 6pm till 2am or later. My boyfriend works days, so he's gone when the kids get up. That puts me getting up early with the kids. I'm so over tired there are days that I can't function. I'mthinking about quitting. Letting my boyfriend go back to working 2 jobs (he likes it better that way). But that puts him not being home at all and me being home all the time. But he'll be happier and I'll have more sleep. I'm just not sure what to do. There's down sides with either choice.
i feel you😞 i got my first depo shot back in january and omg i feel like i gained 30 pounds already:(