Sad panda Blah. I'm really sad about it, but we are moving to Washington state before the end of the year ???. My family lives there, and I went to part of high school there and we lived there for a couple years when our oldest was a baby. So it's not ALL bad. But...I'm still sad to leave my neighbors ????
So I have question I'm 23 weeks and I thought a 9 lbs weight gain was good but now I'm re thinking it what is normal at this stage is it to much I'm stressing out I am really watching what I eat and I really don't over eat sad mommy here 😔
Starting TWW. Anyone else? I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
Ok so not using actual numbers.. But everyone knows I'm over weight since having my girls. It's no secret. BUT i was talking with my hubby last night and idk how we got to this but he said something like (not using actual numbers) no one should weigh 800lbs, they should take care of themselves. And i said so what if someone weighs 800lbs? He said no one should weigh that, they should be healthier. I said well i almost weigh 800! I'm in the 790s. And I'm healthy. I may be overweight but i don't have any diseases, no high cholesterol, no high blood pressure, i don't have a bad heart, lungs, or anything else. So I'm healthy I'm just over weight. So then we argued about him having an issue with my weight.. Am i wrong in this? Because it really hurt my feelings.. I've tried sooo many different things to lose weight but having hypothyroidism makes you gain/hard to lose. And my medications for depression and anxiety cause you to gain also.. So it's very hard to lose weight.. But i didn't even know he had an issue with my weight until last night..
It's so sad to say this but me and my man have been happily together for 4 years we've known each other for way longer then that though. We wanted to make a baby because we were so ready for this next phase in our life. So we tried and tried nothing happened (still happy) then randomly after a loooong time I find out I was pregnant in August. I am today 17 weeks and it's been the worse ride of my life. I understand I love my baby and I know my baby is a blessing every day but it's not for our relationship. Every day there is something blocking us from happiness. We constantly fight we can never talk out our problems anymore, and I can never never do anything that makes him happy everything I do I feel like a huge piece of shit for. I was trying to work out my relationship cause i would rather try then throw it out but every day I am seriously loosing hope even with the prayers and time doing it's own. I have never been so depressed. Sorry this is long I just needed to get it out and down.
