kinda makes me sad thinking back to my second pregnancy how excited we was & how it ended up dying &…

kinda makes me sad thinking back to my second pregnancy how excited we was & how it ended up dying & i had a misscarriage that baby would have been due in March... it just wasn't meant to be though now daddy has a baby in heaven with him & i have one on earth i think that's why that happened makes me sad thinking of how happy he was then how depressed he got when it died i wish he was here to see that this baby is healthy & wasn't a miscarriage i was only 7 weeks pregnant when daddy died so he didn't get to see that everything would be ok before he died . plus i was having bleeding from blood clots before he died . /: