I wish I could get excited when I notice changes with my body... Now it just makes me sad when I'm tired and my boobs are sore or I haven't had a period in over two months. Most people would be thinking "omg, I could be pregnant! I need to run out and buy a test!!" I used to be that way... now it pisses me off and makes me upset when people say, "well maybe you are, you should test to be sure..." I AM sure. I won't ever get pregnant and I've known this since I was young. I just wish my heart would listen to my head... 😢