As the time gets closer for me to meet my baby boy I get more and more nervous.
I have a son already but I had him when I was 17 years old and at the time really didn't know to much about what was going on let alone not having pregnancy apps like we do now. I feel like I'm going through this the first time I forgot how it will be to have a baby not the labor pains but just how it'll be to raise one. I get so nervous thinking about the things I could do wrong weather I'd have a good relationship with my son while attending to my new born. Maybe I'm just over thinking things I just really want to be the best mom I could be for my 2 boys. .