My first pregnancy was easy and wonderful, so when we decided to have another baby I felt more than ready. I'm 7 weeks…

My first pregnancy was easy and wonderful, so when we decided to have another baby I felt more than ready. I'm 7 weeks in and I absolutely hate it. I feel so guilty because I wanted this baby so bad and now that I have it I'm having bad dreams and thoughts about it. I've been feeling so sick and experiencing so many different things that I never had with my first baby. I feel like a terrible person because sometimes I wish I wasn't pregnant anymore. I feel like a bad mom because since I'm always sick I don't give my daughter the attention I used to anymore and I'm always in a bad mood. My husband works out of town so it's just her and I and idk what to do anymore and just to think I still have so long to go...