I am feeling down, I don't think I am ever going to have a baby! Whatever God has in store for me..but guessing it won't be a baby. I need to look at adopting!
I wouldn't give up I'm 36 and I was told I could not have kids I had a miscarriage in 2014 and now I'm blessed with my rainbow baby due in May so god always has a plan just never give up!!!!
For the price of IVF, I rather adopt because I know that can happen, IVF doesn't always work. I have no problem adopting, but it's costly, so I have to figure it out.
if you ever need to talk I am here. I know how hard it is I almost gave up. I cred to God for about 3 months begging him to give me my health back. I was smoking 2 packs of cigs a day.. and was loosing my breath and always cough I was going into having copd. I asked God to give me a reason to quit cigs forever.. and a month later I found out I was preg.. and I smoked for I think 2 weeks. and then I gave up it cold turkey I not had a cig since. so prayer works it might take years.. but the time will come ma'am baby dust.. and don't give up hun. @dee937
Never give up! There are things to help! Give them a try!! :)
I had 5 misscaeges took me over 8 years. don't give up plz. God has a plan believe. .
when I misscarried, I prayed everyday and 4 months later I got pregnant.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@babyanakin, omg so inspiring!!! That's lovely and makes my heart warm