After a miscarriage in 2013, and trying for 3 years and getting nothing but negative test. Giving up…

After a miscarriage in 2013, and trying for 3 years and getting nothing but negative test. Giving up and accepting that maybe God didn't think we should have another one. We are FINALLY pregnant. I am 5 weeks and 5 days. I go next Friday to the ob, I'm sure he will do a ultrasound. I kinda don't want him doing one, and it's because with our last one I saw my baby and saw the heart beating and 2 weeks later it had stopped. I guess I feel if I don't see the baby and something happens it want be as bad I guess. Needing lots of prayers please.

#Rainbowbaby #10/20/16