So, the way I sleep I always have a pillow between my legs and I'm cuddling another pillow in my arms. Well at night I guess I have realistic dreams that my baby woke up and I did my usual changing and feeding routine. Except in my dream I'll cuddle him till he's ready to fall asleep. In this dream while I'm doing that I have fallen asleep. So then some time in the middle of night I panic and wake up and think the pillow I'm cuddling is my son and it's dark so I think the fabric on the pillow is a blanket and it's covering his entire face and body suffocating my son. I'll be sitting up basically pulling at the pillow fabric till I finally snap out of it and realize it's just a dream and he's still sleeping peacefully in his bassinet. It freaks me out every single time though 🙀