it's midnight and I'm not tired at all for some reason, and all I want to do is wake my 9 months old up and cuddle him and laugh with him. either that or crawl in his pack n play and sleep with him lol.
Trigger. Our precious boy Last night, December 8th, 2015, at 9:58pm, our sweet precious baby boy was born sleeping. We spent 5 wonderful hours with him: holding him, talking to him, singing to him, mourning him, praying for him, and weeping over him.
For all the mommas waiting, here he is😍 sorry i had him at 4:44 AM so ive been super exhausted.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Wish I could take a full body pic but his Doctor want me to keep him swallowed because his temperature has been really low which has kept me an my baby away from each other all day 😢😟 I haven't got a chance to be with him at all do to it she's been keeping him to keep a close eye on him. I haven't counted his lil toes or none yet 😟 but he's finally here now an I missed him so much omg but I wasn't about to rush them to bring him knowing his health comes first because if it wasn't some to be concerned about they would've kept him literally the whole day from noon to now. Im so in love with him an his brothers put together ain't no love stronger than this.
To sit and be helpless and watch my baby have a episode in my arms and I can't do nothing it kills me my eyes all watery. Why don't it just stop like my baby is so tiny and all I can do is hold him and pray over him...
Aujaneia·
Мама сына-младенца
and once u do,u will get sleepy.lol
morganmomma·
exactly! or you're like well....maybe this was a bad idea when 4am rolls around and they still won't go back to sleep lol @kdcmommy26
Aujaneia·
Мама сына-младенца
lol just have some me time
morganmomma·
I thought about that, but then I was like I should try and sleep but I haven't got to paint my toes or take a hot bath in months. but I know 6am comes early and I'll be dead tired if I don't sleep. lol the struggle! @kdcmommy26