ooook so I'm pretty sure that wasn't pee..I was sitting down on the bed and felt a trickle but I didn't feel that having to pee feeling..I had a horrified look on my face and ran to the bathroom while hubby was asking me what's wrong lol I came out and he was like let me guess, and I'm like well I don't know for sure yet. We were about to go to the store and now I'm kinda nervous about going just in case it really is my water breaking because how embarrassing would that be lol
if it were me I'd also buy some cheap disposable cups and go in the bathroom at the store as soon as you buy them.
we are still going to the store so we can get ph strips to test it to know for sure, wish me luck that I don't gush in the middle of the store lol wearing a pad just in case haha
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
Strippers.
How do you all feel about your SO/hubby going to the strip club? I honestly have jealousy issues and I dont approve of it for my SO, as he already doesn't like too go. But i feel like if he wants to see women stripping on poles, I can be his own personal stripper. Lol ? I am just curious to see what others feel and think!
I really really hate the fact that I got stretch marks on my boobs. And it kinda bothers me when mommas tell me they are something to be proud of because it's my baby tattoos or my proof I was growing a miracle...I'm pretty sure once my son is in this world with me HE will be the proof I grew a miracle inside me. I know they try to make me feel better about it but there really is nothing beautiful about stretch marks! No matter how you put it.
they are too expensive so we are just going to wait it out, so far he is so low that it feels like he's gonna fall out and im waddling sooo hard, and my back is hurting but so far nothing stronger than bh as far as contractions so even if it's the real deal it will still probably be a while till much happens