Today god took home someone very dear to me and I feel like my heart is being ripped out. I wanted my daughter to meet her and now all I can do is show her a photograph.
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
I need to ask someone this have you literally regret having a child with someone. I love my daughter with all my heart but I really regret ever being with her dad.
FTM problems... So I've made it pretty clear that I want to buy my daughter her fist Halloween costume. Her babysitter/nanny keeps saying she wanted to make her one. I told her yesterday that I wanted to find her something that my SO and I could dress up as a family. So I told her I am going to get it. She just text me and said 'not trying to step on your toes but I bought her two costumes'. She does this all the time. Anytime I want to do the "first" things with her she immediately does it. It's making me sad. Like I wish I could quit my job and be home with her.
My doctor said he would induce my labor at 38 weeks, if my baby girl still had growth issues and if the percentile dropped to 10 or less. Last thursday, it was 10 percentile, and he said if she didn't come on her own by 38 weeks, he would induce labor at that time. I'm 36 weeks 1 day today, he said my cervix was super thin, and 1cm dilated. Is there a possibility this can change... that my doctor will let her just come on her own? I don't want to be induced, i would much rather her come on her own when she is ready to come ! As much as I am anxious to meet her and have her home with me, those last few weeks of brain development and lung maturation means so much more to me! I'm hoping and praying that things turn around, and I don't have to get induced. I'm surely going to talk to my doctor about it Thursday when I go back.
My babygirl Naimah' was born this morning at 8:03❤ I so love her
Jenna Welch·
Мама сына (3 года), беременна (32 нед.)
your welcome.
Ashley·
@warfordmomma, thank you
Jenna Welch·
Мама сына (3 года), беременна (32 нед.)
I'm sorry for your loss my thoughts and prayers are with you!
Ashley·
I'm sorry to hear that
CoCo·
Мама сына (6 лет), беременна (38 нед.)
Sorry for your loss... I know the pain. My Dad passed away 7 years ago, he'll never get to meet his grandbaby and it's not fair.