Yea I'm up wit a lot on my mind...jus thinking about Life ,My son, my granny's that passed, its been…

Yea I'm up wit a lot on my mind...jus thinking about Life ,My son, my granny's that passed, its been me n my son (11yr old) for long now I have a new born on the way...My 1st Bd is locked up n have been since my son was 8months old although he'll b home soon he's still been a great dad from the inside...now my ex/new bd I'm jus to the point where I'm jus completely over it I think I've come to the conclusion of jus not havin him around at all 4yrs wasted to wind up pregnant... I have so many positive n negative thoughts about my life rite now its crazy but I'm gonna finish school go back to wrk after I heal n live my life stress free the past 4 months has been unbelievably depression...great news yesterday on my baby sis cancer is in remission yayyy only 3more chemos to go...mannn I'm jus lookin up from here no turnin back his lost n he bout to c real soon...