I would just let the tears flow! I would of just had my baby. February 6th was my due date! I'm now due May 14th, and I can't help but feel this weird empty gut feeling just thinking about how I'm coming close to my due date, but I also would of already had a baby here with me if I hadn't miscarried.

I'm due the same week I miscarried with my last pregnancy. Literally one year ago. I became pregnant three months after my miscarriage. I still feel heartbroken when looking at the ultrasounds. But you wouldn't have this blessing if you wouldn't have lost the last blessing. I know it's cliche but it happened to be part of the plan some how. In my case I was with the wrong guy. I was on birth control and still became pregnant. He left me immediately. My best friend and me just kind of clicked in the mix and boom. I hadn't gotten back on birth control because the dr's think it's why I miscarried. Here is my blessing only a month out of arriving. I would possibly still be in the same toxic relationship.. My road was rocky but brought me to where I needed to be. I still mourn but it was the plan. ❤️

Thank you. I just don't want this new miracle to "think" they aren't as important because he is my whole world. it just upset me to think that I would be 36 weeks with the first one right now.

you are allowed to feel however you need to in order to cope and heal. I would say that you don't need to feel guilty because none of it was your fault and even though you have a new blessing it doesn't mean the last one wasn't just as special.