And...its about 8:00. Off goes the Mag Sulfate in just a couple mins. If the contractions start up…

And...its about 8:00. Off goes the Mag Sulfate in just a couple mins. If the contractions start up again, they will let me deliver. I was moved to the antepartum floor tonight until I go into active labor, when they will move me back up to Labor and Delivery. Praying for a miracle of some sort for my baby boy. I know he will be okay. Im just devastated that I can't have him with me right away. It just shreds my heart into pieces.

On another note, I am still on 2 antibiotics. I am on clindamycin and azithromycin. The azithromycin really hurts my stomach when I take it. I only take it once a day but it's 1000 milligrams. The clindamycin is via IV and it doesn't make me feel sick in any kind of way. The mag sulfate however has made me feel like I have the flu and a horrible headache for the past 24 hours. Ive also had double and blurry vision from it. As far as GBS goes, being that I wrnt into preterm labor and my water broke, they treated me with the antibiotics anyway. I couldnt have penicillin like what is ideal to kill GBS because Im allergic, so they used the other ones I mentioned. As soon as he is born, he will be treated right away as a precaution.

I am, however, beta complete (which means Ive had both steroid shots to mature his lungs) and he did get 12+ hours on the mag, which helps with brain development. He is also being born into the best NICU in the area. God has got this. Its in HIS hands. If you could pray for knowledge for the doctors and nurses here in the NICU at Healthpark Hospital, that would be amazing. Thank you ladies for all your support , its helping me more than any of you know. Especially my mamas who have been there from the beginning, and those friends who have been through what I am about to go through -I appreciate your love and support. Thank you all. xo