so fucking tired of having to do everything by myself. I ask for a massage two hours ago. I got a…

so fucking tired of having to do everything by myself. I ask for a massage two hours ago. I got a five min half assed one before he complained his wrist hurt like always. I have been up since 5 am taking care of the house while he slept til 12:30 after I had a 12 hour trip off island and he did jack shit but hang out with his friends. and what does he do all day? has his face in his phone or a laptop all fucking day. like why the fuck do I even try? he's just now doing the laundry and didn't even touch his half of the dishes. beyond fed up.