just got home from dinner with my husband and kids.... and I want to find somewhere for the kids n I…

just got home from dinner with my husband and kids.... and I want to find somewhere for the kids n I to go..... my husband got mad that our 4 month old was fussy at the restaurant, I walked around with her for as long as I could before I needed to eat..... our 2 year old was watching bubble guppies on his (husband) phone..... he got mad and said "kids run our lives and I'm sick of it".... then he was holding our daughter and said "I'm never doing this again (going to dinner with them) this is ridiculous"..... now mind you he works all day 6 days a week and only sees them a few hours a nite (if that) and all day on Sunday.... I feel so unwanted, and I feel like my babies aren't wanted by their own father..... he got called out (he works on furnaces for a living) and pulled out like a bat out of hell when he left.... I stood in the kitchen area (open floor plan in our home) and held my daughter and hugged my son and cried.... I could honestly cry again.... thanks for letting me rant fellow mamas and mamas to be