Once I found out I was pregnant I didn't know if I could handle it as my daughter was only 10 months old when I knew about the news. I had so many emotions going through my mind. I knew abortion was NOT an option but still didn't know if I can take on another child on my own. Honestly I wasn't excited to have another one and kinda felt ashamed. But as I'm 18 weeks along I'm becoming more alert and accepting the idea of everything well kinda have to lol I know there's always adoption and still thinkin about it I am but also I would know I would be fine raising another baby on my own and be a good parent too. But anyways I felt the baby kick tonight and now it's becoming more real and exciting! God has his plan for everything and has a great plan for this baby weather I decide to keep it and raise it on my own or give it to someone who desires to have a baby and aren't able to! His plans are so wondrous!!! 😇