Random & this has nothing to do with pregnancy but I just wanna get this out . Me & my boyfriend…

Random & this has nothing to do with pregnancy but I just wanna get this out . Me & my boyfriend have been together for 7 months & have known each other for 8 . We fell crazy in love in a little over 1 month or less & have been loving each other insanely since. We go through things , just like the average couple & we get through em just like most couples should . & now that I am carrying his first child , I see it as my responsibility to see things as not only as the mother of his child but some one , one day he'll maybe wanna grow old with . He calls me "wife" sometimes . I used to adore it . Which he hasn't called me that in a while but last night he did . & I had to correct him & say no , I'm your girlfriend. Because at the end of the day , I am not his wife . I'm not even this mans fiancé . We've only been dating for 7 months so technically I'm no where near ready to be his wife . Though the thought of being Mrs. Spence one day makes me smile because I adore him so much . But I wanna earn that title . I don't wanna be admired as someone I am not . One day he will ask me of this & I will tell him exactly why . & if years go by & we are at the alter on our wedding day this is what I will say .