I'm so lucky to have the 2 friends I still have, my boyfriend doesn't talk about our son or touch my…

I'm so lucky to have the 2 friends I still have, my boyfriend doesn't talk about our son or touch my belly or anything because he says he's not a real baby till he's born (which I go psychotic over) but they get so excited for my baby and it makes me even more excited I feel like my boyfriend just kills my happiness. I need to end things, I know I do. everytime I get the courage to he starts acting great to change my mind.. thankfully I don't live with him but I know I can't live like this I won't put my son through the trauma of having an unhappy mom. I couldn't trust him with a newborn anyways. then to find out when I got pregnant he was also talking to his ex who he has his first child with who is now pregnant and due in june, I wonder if he's the father.. I'm terrified to know.. phew I needed to vent that out. thank you preggie