went to the drs today....turns out I most likely have PCOS. I'm kind of relieved because it answers a lot of questions I've had about myself for a long time but it also scares me I hate that I might have extreme limitations on what I'm able to do with my birth plan if I ever get pregnant and it is something I will have to deal with for the rest of my life and possibly pass on to my future daughter...it sucks really. I have to go get blood work done and get an ultra sound done and go back in for my next move. on top of all that my mom calls me today and she has breast cancer. I just can't even deal with this right now. 😭😭😭😭😥😥😥