No baby shower for me. Everyone was telling me they were going to give me a baby shower and I ended up with nothing. I guess thats what happens when youb have nobody in your life. I just want my son here in my arms already.
I would have done that too but everyone said they wanted to do it and nothing ever happened and now I have no money for one. And my bf doesnt pay for shit unless it benifits him. hes bought nothing for the baby. done nothing for the bay. I toldb him if he bought the paint for the babies room and new blinds I would get it all nice. he didnt even do that. he and I have not even gone to the store once together to look at baby stuff. he is so disconnected. I have no family and the few friends I have live hella far and wouldn't throw me a shower anyway.
I am having a shower after I have my baby. I am doing everything on my own. I have learned not to depend on other people to only to depend on myself I will not be disappointed.