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sleepless nights this past week, been waking up with horrible dreams. not only that but my sex drive isn't completely…

sleepless nights this past week, been waking up with horrible dreams. not only that but my sex drive isn't completely there and when I'm just not in the mood i can't help but think my bf is going to find someone else to satisfy him. I know he won't cheat on me, he's not that kind of guy and he brought up getting married soon. it's just I went from being super tiny and from modeling to now pregnant even though I'm not showing much yet and feeling emotional and self conscious.

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ryleysmommy816

Sarah

you're definitely right! he doesn't want me to work he just wants me to go to school and focus on the baby being healthy but I feel so horrible that he's the primary source of income and all my income covers three things. just not used to it due to me being the only source of income in my last relationship along with doing EVERYTHING else @simone.nicole87

simone.nicole87

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lol the struggle is real for sure

simone.nicole87

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@pimentelbaby, its def hard and than i know for me ill start feeling bad about shit, like im not doing enough. i love that intimacy and not having it can def make things feel a little off. he's been great though.

ryleysmommy816

Sarah

we were definitely more active before as well, lol everyday at least once. but it's not like we don't have sex now it's just I can't last as long or I'm just not in the mood as much due to being exhausted all the time. and I know he tries hard to understand but we got into it the other night about it so I had to screenshot a post I seen about it and then he was like I'm sorry type thing I don't think he completely understood or thought I was making it up. but I wouldn't change the pregnancy for anything it's brought us a lot closer even though we're not as sexually active. @simone.nicole87

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girl im right there with you. before getting pregnant we were really sexual active and since getting pregnant in Sept i can count on one hand how many times we've had sex. ive had the same thought and crazy dreams. i didn't model but i was slim, it can be hard. just try and remember he's probably gonna think your more beautiful pregnant than not. pregnancy is a beautiful thing. and you'll bounce back afterwards.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday…

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄 Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, tonight he asked for $20 incase his boss didn't give it to him. So I gave him my card not even thinking because I had kids running around me. I asked if he could pick up a few things that were out of and told him he could use my card if he has too. And I even told him not to get the expensive brands or anything m generic is fine. So he does. But when he does he decides to go Easter shopping for the kids. (Not sure if he used to my card or not) but if he did, I'd be even more pissed. He knows I have bills to pay on top of giving my son's school money that I owe them. He goes to a private school and I haven't paid in 5 months. It's towards the end of school now so I need to pay it. He knows this month I am extremely tight because of the school, im already in debt and my credit score sucks. I have been trying not to get in more debt and actually fix my credit. I'm so frustrated. It's like we have different priorities and different ideas on this. I feel like I'm completely drowning!!