sleepless nights this past week, been waking up with horrible dreams. not only that but my sex drive isn't completely there and when I'm just not in the mood i can't help but think my bf is going to find someone else to satisfy him. I know he won't cheat on me, he's not that kind of guy and he brought up getting married soon. it's just I went from being super tiny and from modeling to now pregnant even though I'm not showing much yet and feeling emotional and self conscious.

08.02.2016

Комментарии

ryleysmommy816

you're definitely right! he doesn't want me to work he just wants me to go to school and focus on the baby being healthy but I feel so horrible that he's the primary source of income and all my income covers three things. just not used to it due to me being the only source of income in my last relationship along with doing EVERYTHING else @simone.nicole87

08.02.2016 Нравится Ответить
simone.nicole87
Simone·Мама подростка

lol the struggle is real for sure

08.02.2016 Нравится Ответить
simone.nicole87
Simone·Мама подростка

@pimentelbaby, its def hard and than i know for me ill start feeling bad about shit, like im not doing enough. i love that intimacy and not having it can def make things feel a little off. he's been great though.

08.02.2016 Нравится Ответить
ryleysmommy816

we were definitely more active before as well, lol everyday at least once. but it's not like we don't have sex now it's just I can't last as long or I'm just not in the mood as much due to being exhausted all the time. and I know he tries hard to understand but we got into it the other night about it so I had to screenshot a post I seen about it and then he was like I'm sorry type thing I don't think he completely understood or thought I was making it up. but I wouldn't change the pregnancy for anything it's brought us a lot closer even though we're not as sexually active. @simone.nicole87

08.02.2016 Нравится Ответить
simone.nicole87
Simone·Мама подростка

girl im right there with you. before getting pregnant we were really sexual active and since getting pregnant in Sept i can count on one hand how many times we've had sex. ive had the same thought and crazy dreams. i didn't model but i was slim, it can be hard. just try and remember he's probably gonna think your more beautiful pregnant than not. pregnancy is a beautiful thing. and you'll bounce back afterwards.

08.02.2016 Нравится Ответить