Can't believe my due date is in 3 days. I'm so excited to meet my little baby but god the closer it gets the more I cry about leaving Alfonso. :( I just want to fast foward everything and be home already with my two loves. I know he will be in great hands with my parents but I don't know how I'm going to do it without him. My plan was to have him with me during the whole day during visiting hours but I know my baby will not want to be there bored out of his mind all day. So I have to settle with seeing him for a few hours only. Ugh :( I literally just break down and cry everytime I think about it.