Seriously thinking about deleting all my pregnacy and ovulation apps, and just quit ttc. I'm starting to feel like maybe it's not meant for me to be a mother. maybe that's why God blessed me with my amazing bonus child.
It's bad, like I'm to the point I don't even want to leave my house or watch TV because I don't want to see pregnant woman or babies.
I felt that way a couple months ago i was sooo fustrated i deleted all my pregnancy and ovulation apps and got the thought of me being pregnant out of my mind and the very next month I found out I was pregnant! don't give up just don't think about it to much. sending baby dust your way!
emotions are already high, and that just made me cry even more. thank you!
Giving birth doesn't make you a mother. The love you give and how much you care for a child does. If there's a child in your life already that you love and care for then honey you ARE a mother. God will bless you with your own one day. The world needs more women like you instead of women who take kids for granted. Keep the faith. It will happen in due time!
Don't get me wrong, I'm more than happy for them, but I get to being selfish thinking "why not me".