So my BF has a "hobby" of collecting hotwheels. (yes some are valuable others not so much) but he hasn't asked about the baby in like 2 months! I'll be 16 weeks on Monday! I've cleaned the house, did dishes, went to work, changed my oil in my car, an 50 other things but I come home tonight an the dog has no water!!! I've been with him for 4 years an we've been through some shit. (on his end..... talking to other girls and sending pictures) I got past that we were doing better. or so I thought! until this hotwheels thing he'd tell me goodnight, kiss me before he left in the morning for work, etc...... nope not anymore.... sorry mommies just can't take being with someone who now feels like he's more of a roommate than the love of my life, and father to my first unborn child!!!
I really feel that's what its coming to;( so scared to parent alone. I have family but its not the same ya know.