The amount of stress I put myself through is ridiculous! I swear I have so many more problems than I…

The amount of stress I put myself through is ridiculous! I swear I have so many more problems than I should cause of being pregnant and I hate that I even say that but when you get pregnant by the wrong person the wrong time and never was in your plans to even have another baby it's true. I can embrace BabyGirl all I want but the cold hard truth is that if I hadn't been so stupid I wouldn't be here right now waiting for the cover to be pulled over the well I'm drowning in. I hate that I can't be on my medication that controls my emotions during this pregnancy. I swear the farther along I get the more I can't control my thoughts and actions😔