I hate feeling like an outcast, invisible, useless. Just all of it.
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@megbaby07, I try my best based on experience and why let go when you can just try? :) if you need anything you follow me on her and message me even privately or you can add me on Instagram since my Facebook is deactivated for awhile. I'm @deafmamawillis. Stay happy dear :)
@deafmama16, you are absolutely amazing! Lol you really make everything sound better without immediately telling me to let go. Your the motivation I need everyday lol
@megbaby07, not with anyone love :) it just take many bad relationship just to get to the right one who been through what you went through. I found mine that way and I married him :) if you feel deep in your heart that he the right one and want him to hear you and feel your pain than you must speak out. He can't read your mind and don't worry about what they call you just remind yourself that you're strong and you deserve better. You are NOT Cinderella. :D
@deafmama16, yeah that's true lol which is like he is and he been but still doesn't realize the little things he does that triggers it. Which I guess is like with anyone? I don't know.. I have had so many bad relationships
@megbaby07, don't worry it will you have to find someone who can understand you and help you also at the same time make you happy
@deafmama16, yeah I've had it for 6 years now and it hasn't got easier a bit. 😕
@megbaby07, don't let them stop you and if you want you can message me privately if that helps :) don't mention it honey I want you to be better and happy. Depression is serious and I would know.
@deafmama16, I know, just how some people have been on here lately makes me feel too keep my business to myself ya know? But I really appreciate all you've done and said for me.
@megbaby07, any time :) don't be afraid too talk to me or other mamas on here ok? We got your back
@deafmama16, thank yo so much for that. I really need that
@megbaby07, as a woman prove them wrong because you are more than what say you are. Money is nothing but paper and it sure ain't happiness but it will get you what you need to survive this cruel world. So if you don't have a job so what? Go get one or go to school. Make something out of yourself to prove them sorry ass people wrong. You are a strong and beautiful. Don't let them bring you down at all when the world already doing that to everyone. Fight back!
@deafmama16, yeah but I hate seeming like needy for attention. But we share a car and he drives it too work and has it whenever he needs, I've drove it three times since December... Plus I have no job so when I say something it gets thrown in my face that I have no money. So I feel defenseless..
@megbaby07, honey there's is nothing to be embarrassed for ok? You're depressed and it's not good for you and the baby. Don't you think it's times for you to be free and not be Cinderella?
Im sorry you're feeling that way to 😥 @megbaby07
@Thaiworld @deafmama16 because even though me and my SO aren't like officially together, we still live together. Well also my ex friend which is his cousin lives here till the end of the month and they are always going somewhere and I mean I literally go nowhere at all. I sit here in the house and clean. Never does he ask me to go anywhere. And when he is here he is on his phone or playing the game or downstairs with the boys and I get left to be alone once again and it's just annoying because I feel like I don't matter every since I got pregnant to go anywhere when I simply just want to go to the store or something. Even sometimes when I want him to go to the store with me he doesn't want to go until he or my ex friend needs to go. And again I'm left... My mom too never wants to just hangout... She drinks a lot and if it isn't her boyfriend asking her to go out she doesn't do anything but sit down stairs and drink or sleep all day. Like yesterday I was home alone and asked her to get up and hangout with me and she ignored me and is still in bed because she drank too much the night before. So today I was hoping that since it was super bowl and everything I'd get to spend time with my SO more, so I got dressed hoping he would ask me to go with him if he went somewhere, and yet he asks me where I'm going and than leaves. So instead I get undressed and start cleaning because that's all I seem good for anymore... I just can't take it anymore. I'm already depressed because of a lot more going on that I don't want on the app all publicly because it's embarrassing and then being alone all the time is just not what I need, and I just don't know how much lower I feel. I literally feel like a failure and a waste of air. I just hate being the one too complain because I've learned it gets nowhere because I get called a baby or there is always an excuse. So I just keep my mouth shut...
I am feeling the same exact way
Anytime :) @megbaby07