I feel like I'm the biggest disappointment in my dads life anymore...I can't do anything right...and…

I feel like I'm the biggest disappointment in my dads life anymore...I can't do anything right...and he appreciates nothing that I do...was asked to move back in to help me stay on my feet financially with the baby and all I do is constantly get yelled at and told that my kids name is stupid, online classes for college is stupid no one will hire anyone, I'm stupid, lazy cuz I don't do anything throughout the day because I work thirds then goes on that I fucked yo my life if I'm working thirds...): I just want one person in my life to be proud of everything that I literally exhaust myself over ):