To think I swore I would never want to have kids again after my first I went thru so much alone I…

To think I swore I would never want to have kids again after my first I went thru so much alone I swore I would never want to go thru that again and 5 years later God sends me the most amazing man I could have dreamed off and now all I want is to have a kid with him and its heart breaking every month to not be able to.