Well I'm going on 13 weeks. My childs father and I are not together. He doesn't want to live together or move forward. We have still been spending time together but lately it has become less and less. He already has two kids with his ex of 6 yrs, but she lives in another state. He seems not interested like hes already had one kid so its all the same. He hasn't done anything for me really at all like help with the pregnancy meds, food, buying anything yet etc... I've been having terrible dreams about him, and then last night he lied to me and went out with his boys. I don't understand why he lied. Its not like I can go or would have wanted to. I can't partake in activities or anything. I dont need him, my child does. When I spend the night with him I sleep so good, no dreams, no morning sickness nothing but sleep. Its like my baby wants to be by him. I'm going to just wing myself off of him because I have a feeling when I have this baby he won't be around at all because I'll have nothing for him. Feeling sad and alone.