Everything feels like its falling apart at the seams tonight. Matter of fact, this entire day has…
Everything feels like its falling apart at the seams tonight. Matter of fact, this entire day has been one big gigantic ball of hell. I tried to start the day off great, the devil had other plans for me and my family. Now we are dealing with a very serious situation because my son went and showed the marks on his arm to one of his teachers..Those marks came from my nails, yes, but they happened because I was trying to prevent my child from jumping out of my moving vehicle. The teacher filed a report against me to DCF. Now we get to deal with that when they come snd investigate Monday morning. My marriage currently feels like its in shambles once again, and I am under so much stress its freaking incredible. I have been in so much pain tonight I can barely walk or even move. I am emotionly drained. I still havent talked to my mother in a few weeks....she could care less about me. My own daughter hasnt called me sonce Christmas....I call and leave messages and I hear nothing back. I am devastated over it all. I have nobody to talk to about anything, because my mother, I thought, was my best friend who I talked to everything about. I have been contracting left and right, and I am doing all I can to stop it all and keep my baby in there long enough for him to grow and develop properly. I feel like every single time one bad thing happens, everything starts going wrong and everything all comes crashing down. Why, God? Why cant I get a break? I love my kids more thab anything, and I am a GOOD mother. I wasn't always a good wife, but I am now....I will never be perfect though, Lord knows I try. Why does life have to hurt so bad? Nothing is ever enjoyable anymore!! Everything is stress and sadness I swear it. I am so sad. So hurt. So exhausted. And most of all, SO over everything right now. I dont think I can possibly pray anymore.
missing98user·
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I'm sorry to hear that. What made him show her? They are quick to call on people. I hate when people do that. Unless you see bruises all over a child why?
missing98user·
Мама сына-младенца
You gotta keep praying. The storm will pass after while.
josephine·
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im goin thru a rough time also. if you need to talk im here. im watching my marriage fall apart and have no where to go once baby is here and know the stress and hurt is unbearable to hold in
missing74user·
He has bipolar 2 disorder and he gets really violent at times...other times, he becomes uncontrollable and makes really crazy split second decisions. He has been refusing his meds and I actually started feeling absolutely terrible (worse than I already did) about making him take them, so I wasnt pushing the issue. They make him feel sick, but its the only medicine that works to give him self control and calm him down. I think he showed her because he was trying to get back at me because I told him he wasnt selling one of his pairs of shoes like he was trying to do for $40. God knows why he wanted to so bad, but he was pissed at me because of it which was what started this entire thing today. I tried waking my kids up in a super happy mood, made muffins and everything. Yes, this teacher in particular has a sincere love for calling people on parents.
missing74user·
And its bs because it was a few scratches on his arm
excitedmom37·
I'm so sorry to hear all this @sarahemccormick . I understand stress and feeling overwhelmed but continue to pray. God is a deliverer. I know how it feels when you feel like you have no one. I'm here if you want to talk. The devil is a liar. I'm praying for you.
missing225user·
Мама дочки (9 лет), беременна (37 нед.)
Wow my little flower @sarahemccormick Check your messages. I left you my number in case you feel up to a chat.
delete·
I seen your morning post and I envied the motivation you had to make today a great day. I smiled and closed the app happy for you. Now, reading this my heart has is saddened. I hope the best for you, and I hope everything blows over smoothly. I'm not the type of person to pray, but I'll pray for you and I'll wake my husband up so he can pray with me for you.
missing98user·
Мама сына-младенца
Wow, I'm so sorry. I wouldn't be surprised if that teacher checks kids daily for bruises. Some people look for that stuff. Scratches and bruises are two different things. If a child was to come to me with that and I knew they had a disorder such as his, I would speak with their parent. I really hate when people assume a child is being hurt.
Christina Mitchell·
Give all of it too God ... Surrender to him all of your burned... He said come to me all heavy burned and I shall give you rest.... God can change it and it can work out for your good .... Trust 🙏🏾 @sarahemccormick
jasmine·
Мама дочки (7 лет), беременна (33 нед.)
Don't stop praying just yet, sometimes God shuffles things around in your life when he has something big he wants to bless you with, sometimes he keeps throwing things your way to test your faith in him, just remember doll, "faith worketh patience", and "faith without works is dead". I know you can't see your way , but with all the mess transpiring around you , God is definitely planning to give you a breakthrough. But if you throw in the towel right before it, you will miss it.So keep just remember as the bible says "pray without ceasing"and I will def be praying for you and your family's peace in the meantime.
Jackie·
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I am so sorry you are going through all these hard times. I hope that everything starts to work out. I also hope that you keep faith that God will take care of you. even if it seems like he is taking you though hell right now... I'll be thinking about you! if you ever want to talk, I will listen ❤❤
Jill·
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@sarahemccormick, Don't give up, continue to pray, god will never leave your side. Your in my prayers as well! I know you can pull through this hard time you seem like an incredibly strong woman and mother! Keep your head up pretty!