so I realized I can't trust my SO. it hurts knowing I can't trust the man I love. I'm giving him the chance to right his wrongs and regain my trust but he's not trying. it began because I couldn't count on his word, he'd say he's coming to where ever I was and then last minute would bail on me. he'd make plans and flake out on me. then he would add girls behind my back knowing I didn't like them. then he'd lie about where he was or when he got off work. after all of that I told him I don't trust him but I wasn't leaving him. I can't afford the stress of finding a new home or having my baby alone without him. I love him with my everything but I can't trust him. I've given him all the information on how to fix this and he's not taking advantage of that. I told him tonight he's ruining us. he doesn't trust me to even take a picture on his phone to send to my sister. I can't touch his phone. I have nothing to hide from him and obviously he can't say the same. he's ruining us and he's basically blowing it off. thing is, at the beginning of our relationship 2+ years ago he couldn't trust me, i lied to him, regrettably but i did everything in my power to regain his trust and I've never given him another reason to second guess me.. he's gonna lose me one day and it will have been all his fault. it could have been preventable and he is gonna regret it. I'm not asking for advice I just needed to vent this out. I love him with my heart and soul. I need him to fix this for our family's sake and I don't think he's going to.